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I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:36 pm
by whitestazn88
So, I was helping my mom in the backyard today. She has a fountain that sit's on the ground, which is hollow underneath. We were moving it onto the porch from the yard. Apparently, a rat burrowed underneath and set up a nest for it's newborn baby rats.

Now, my mom and I decided that we had to kill them, otherwise she would have a rat problem soon. So, I told her to go inside, and I grabbed a large rock. I then threw it down on top of them. I heard them sqeaking in pain and terror. So, I picked it back up and did it again, hoping to kill them quickly. I still heard more squeaks. So I picked up the rock and bashed at the pile repeatedly until I heard nothing. The poor things were in pieces.

The thing is, I can't get the image of the innocent babies just chilling there, no hair yet and their eyes not even open. Then the image of their tattered bodies and the sounds of their squeaks of pain keep haunting me. I feel like a monster. It was something that had to be done, so I "manned up" and did it, even though I didn't want to. I just can't get those images out of my head now.

So, I guess the point of this thread is to get this off my chest, and maybe to see if anybody else has had any experiences like this and has any advice for me.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:49 pm
by tkr4lf
Seriously?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:50 pm
by Timminz
Whoa! Deju-vu.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:51 pm
by Phatscotty
My advice: grow some balls and get over that pussy shit

You did what you had to do. End of story oh great massacrer of entire families!

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:53 pm
by tkr4lf
Phatscotty wrote:My advice: grow some balls and get over that pussy shit

You did what you had to do. End of story oh great massacrer of entire families!

Haha, some people have a heart and feel bad after killing babies, no matter the species.


Anyway, what was the point of this thread?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:54 pm
by patches70
ha ha, I caught a mouse the other week. My daughter saw it, thought it was cute and wouldn't let me kill it. So she and I went down to the river and we let it go on a little island in the middle of the river. Now instead of it worrying about getting caught by humans, it has to worry about getting eaten by snakes, birds or whatever else might wanna eat the little guy.

Best of luck to the little critter I say.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 10:58 pm
by Frigidus
Timminz wrote:Whoa! Deju-vu.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 11:11 pm
by Army of GOD
I swear to god, whitest or someone else made this same exact thread. Maybe it was TBK.



EDIT: meh, it was tkr. I was close. viewtopic.php?f=8&t=128112&hilit=monster


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Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 11:14 pm
by tkr4lf
Army of GOD wrote:I swear to god, whitest or someone else made this same exact thread. Maybe it was TBK.



EDIT: meh, it was tkr. I was close. viewtopic.php?f=8&t=128112&hilit=monster


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Hence:

tkr4lf wrote:Seriously?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 11:15 pm
by Army of GOD
hence: without context, your post sounds like you're asking whitest if he seriously killed the rats

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 11:22 pm
by tkr4lf
It was meant more of a "Seriously? What was the point of this?".

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 11:25 pm
by Army of GOD
tkr4lf wrote:It was meant more of a "Seriously? What was the point of this?".


Yes, I understand that now.


also, a glitch in the matrix.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 4:47 am
by BigBallinStalin
I lol'd.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 9:31 am
by 2dimes
.... Energy drink.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 10:00 am
by KoolBak
Well thats 3 minutes of my life I'll never get back.....thanks White :roll:

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 1:01 pm
by 2dimes
You wern't using them.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 1:02 pm
by GreecePwns
To turn this into a political thread unnecessarily, or not to turn this into a political thread unnecessarily? That is the question.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 2:37 pm
by Phatscotty
GreecePwns wrote:To turn this into a political thread unnecessarily, or not to turn this into a political thread unnecessarily? That is the question.


hmm?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 6:07 pm
by pmchugh
Thread of the year 2012.

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 6:08 pm
by Campin_Killer
tkr4lf wrote:Seriously?

^What I said

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Thu Jul 12, 2012 12:06 pm
by nagerous
Phatscotty wrote:
GreecePwns wrote:To turn this into a political thread unnecessarily, or not to turn this into a political thread unnecessarily? That is the question.


hmm?


A wild scotty appears!

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 5:14 pm
by PLAYER57832
But aren't all threads supposed to become political .. .or religious?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 5:23 pm
by ManBungalow
PLAYER57832 wrote:But aren't all threads supposed to become political .. .or religious?

It's quite difficult to determine when a thread is religious.

When I first saw this thread, I dropped my coffee and said "Oh, good Lord!". I don't think that makes this thread religious.

Is it enough to religiously believe in not killing rats ?

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 5:25 pm
by PLAYER57832
Depends on how much you believe???? :twisted:

Re: I feel like a monster......

PostPosted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 5:30 pm
by ManBungalow
Well, I only kind of believe in God.