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by **InsomniaRed** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 5:07 pm

Hey everyone,

Long story short, I am leaving the site (facebook, the internet) to go live at a medical housing hospital. I've been having medical problems nearly the whole time I've been on this site (nearly 3 years). I am leaving so quickly, it's barely begun to sink in.

I want to especially thank everyone on TeamCC who have served alongside me(past and present) to help improve this site that we care so much about. Especially my department, the Chatters, you guys are amazing. As are the TDs I've worked alongside for a few months. Great group of people, I wish you all the best of luck. Also, Master Fenrir, Masli, TheForgivenOne, Amateil, trinicardinal, Night Strike, Lindax, samuelc812, Evil Semp and Darwins_Bane: lots of love <3

I love every single member of my amazing clan TOFU. You guys will always be #1 in my book, so many teachers and friends, just know, you guys really made me feel welcome. You helped me when I needed help, believed in me when I needed support, and took a chance on me that we mutually beneficial. That is the best put together clan I could ever imagine being apart of. You guys are amazing, I will miss being amongst your ranks. cachejob you are still my hero. Si you are still my God, Jens, you are still my German cookie husband, 4uck you'll always be my drunk text buddy. It's been great guys.

My friends who are not on TeamCC nor in TOFU, I didn't forget about you. New_rules, my very first friend on this site I will miss all the cotton balls, Psychology room, and Eternal Empire. FireStar, my beloved twin, you mean the world to me. tdans, father of our AoR2 children, go forth and conquer, and most important keep up the humbleness you have for your self image: it's entertaining. Pixar, my jaibait Pixie Stix, doubles with you was always the best. Jake, now known as Ace, I couldn't imagine having a better friend on this site. We're like an old married couple with our fights and our making up every few weeks or so, I am glad we never really ended our friendship. MrBenn, you are a great guy. Thank you for all the presents over the years, they were very special to me.

MrMoody, though gone, you will always be one of my dearest friend on the site and in my life. As the anniversary of your all too quickly passing approaches us, I think once again about our loss. I know you're playing CC up in Heaven, and you're probably conqueror. Love you.

To all the people who hate me and are very glad to see me go, I hope you all have wonderful lives and enjoy your time here on CC, no offense taken, even when the most vulgar insults were put upon me. What's done is done, everyone should be able to move on and enjoy the site.

To the Live Chat regulars, you've all made my time as Head Chatter very enjoyable. Stunna, Sackett, Phatscotty, metsfanmax, slowreactor, I wouldn't volunteer so much of my time to do a job I wasn't happy doing. So even if you didn't appreciate a ban or two, a kick, or a harshly worded warning, just remember: it's nothing personal, I was doing my duty to a site I love. There were no hard feelings, and there never will be.

Sorry for the long-winded goodbye, but this site meant a great deal to me for a number of years, and it was a big part of my life, however sad of a statement that is, it's true.

To owenshooter, Army of GOD, ronc8649, pimpdave, and any other of the lovely trolls for lack of a better word we have on this site: have fun, you'll earn any ban you receive though, so be careful! And Owen I'll still be raiding your fridge.

To the oldies but the goodies: 8 man freestyle speed unlimited, escalating: best group of guys to teach me the game ever. Scott-Land, Poo-make, KingofGods, McLor, codeblue, DAT_WAT_SHE_SAID, Prankcall, FabledIntegral, maniacmath17, Rashid, and Bruceswar, I'd be nowhere with out you. You were great players, teachers and DWARFS! You guys were the reason I decided CC was my new home. (btw Bruce, I want my C-3P0, see you at taco bell. The cowboys still suck)

To some new friends like Pyrhhus, merch313, Serbia and Arcee, you guys are great fun, and it was nice to chat!

Okay after I tried to make sure I reached everyone I should've, I know I've missed a couple, and for that I am sorry. I still hold a place in my heart for you all.

Goodbye Conquer Club (my homepage for 2 years now) thanks for all the peanut butter and beeshit. This site is number one in my mind. I'll be wearing my conquer club shirts with pride.

-InsomniaRed (always doing it foggy style)

(AoR2 and King's Court will always be my babies)

And to end my goodbye, since I will probably be dying soon, I have to ardently profess my undying love to my favorite person of all:

Nick (nagerous), I'll always be yours. I love you so much, I'll be thinking about you. Just remember, remember the 5th of November. Think of me. <3

by **InsomniaRed** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 5:11 pm

This is a poem MrMoody sent me on my birthday a few years ago and I never want it lost so I will post it here:

I'm sorry,
I heard you cry the other day,
My mind searched for words to say,
Nothing came, No words can heal,
The pain you feel I know is real,
I'm sorry,

I'm sorry,
I heard you cry the other day,
Empty words i kept at bay,
How to tell you I truly care,
To pull you back from dispare,
I'm sorry

I'm sorry,
I heard you cry the other day,
Once before I felt that way,
Simple words from a friend,
A broken heart I can not mend,
I'm sorry

I'm sorry,
I heard you cry the other day,
your joyes mood had turned to gray,
When you smile & laugh again,
just remember I'm always your friend,
I'm sorry

by **clapper011** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 5:13 pm

best of luck Red.
*rolls out the red carpet for miss reds departure (hopefully not permanently)
clappy

by **4 U 2 NV** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 5:22 pm

cheers and all the best IR. you definitely will be missed

by **Arcee** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 7:26 pm

Although we had only just met I felt a real friendship starting. I am so sorry for what has happened. Know that you will be greatly missed. :cry:

by **General Mojo** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:45 pm

clapper011 wrote:best of luck Red.
*rolls out the red carpet for miss reds departure (hopefully not permanently)
clappy

So there IS a "red carpet"....I had always wondered about that, but nag would never tell me....

by **Victor Sullivan** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 9:08 pm

Keep fighting, InsomniaRed... I'll miss you very much... Not a day in Live Chat will pass without thinking of the Chatters' former fearless leader...

Lots of Love,
Sully

by **jbrettlip** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 9:19 pm

Were you bit by a tick too? I think Lack needs an exterminator at CC HQ.

by **Bruceswar** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 9:30 pm

What a strange day. Hope you get well soon and can come back. Good luck!

by **tdans** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 9:31 pm

I am saddened by your upcoming departure but more saddened for the reason you are leaving :/ Fight! don't give up!! there are alot of people here rooting for you! take care Red, I will take care of the baby!

by **jefjef** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 10:43 pm

Never give up my friend.

May this not be goodbye. :cry:

by **Commander9** on Thu Jul 21, 2011 11:06 pm

Sad, sad day. I really hope you will make it through and still have a long and a wonderful life ahead of you! I mean, you really want to leave tdans with taking care of Aoria? You HAVE to make it through, because otherwise tdans will have a rather hard time...

by **Masli** on Fri Jul 22, 2011 1:41 am

Goodbye InsomniaRed :cry:

,

It was a pleasure to be part of your team ! I'll miss you to !
You have done amazing things for team CC and all members on this website !

Take care and get well soon, we'll always have peanut butter and beeshit waiting for you

<3