jonesthecurl wrote:To go back to the original question:
Yes: as a small child I was taught that 2 x 2 = 4, the battle of Hastings was in 1066, and Jesus loves you, as equivalent things. All true, nothing to get excited about.
One day I heard a preacher (on a school cruise to Spain and Portugal) who said, "if Jesus was real, this is very important". I'd never thought about that before (see above), and believed it to be true (see above).
I spent several years as a devout, nay fanatic Christian, attending church ever week at least once, and read the whole of the Bible (something which few of the debaters on various threads can claim). My family came to think that I'd become a "sky pilot" myself - so did I.
I've just realised how late it is, and I need to sleep.
There are two more equally huge "conversions" to come.
So: my first Damascus experience is: someone points out that if God/Jesus is real, it's the most important thing there is. I had no doubt it was true, having been taught so as a matter of course.
I think you may see what the second Damascus experience is going to be...
It's about 4 years later. I'm in church listening to the vicar's sermon (His was called, honestly, "the Reverend Priest". Later matched by the guy that performed the ceremony at my brother's first wedding, in Scotland - "The Reverend McVicar").
He's just made an appeal for money for some foreign disaster, I forget what. The poster for the appeal was headed "God's Frozen People", I remember that. Reverend Priest goes on to the appeal for the church roof (it was a 13th-century church, slightly falling apart), and actually jokes about the previous appeal, saying that
we would be "God's Frozen People" if we didn't get the hole fixed. I don't know exactly why, but something about his smugness and inability to to care about people who were
really suffering, suddenly made a whole lot of small doubts I'd been having gell. I spotted the hole in the preacher's argument that had taken me on this trail. "Hang on", said some part of me, "this is all only valid if the whole God/Jesus thing is real. I only think it is because people have told me that my whole life. If I'd grown up somewhere else, the obvious faith would be a different one."
And in that one moment of insight, I lost all patience with the course of my life for the previous four years. I've never willingly attended church since.
Third Damascus moment still to come.