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by **Maugena** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 12:45 am

Despair because I always have thoughts of nihilism sinking in...
Perhaps I need to have more faith in myself?
I can almost begin to feel myself starting to slip, guys. No shit.
This is reminiscent of the time I dropped out of college because I was completely depressed.
I see no point in all of this.
Perhaps it's because I don't attempt to help myself?
Is this self abandonment?

by **Army of GOD** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 12:48 am

Jimmies, I...

also, just do something fucking crazy. I feel like if I ever get so bad that I'm worried about my own existence or whatever, that I should just drop everything and do something. If thinking is your problem, don't give yourself time to think.

by **xeno** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 12:50 am

Smoke some weed and find a new perspective within yourself. Or atleast that always helps me.

by **Army of GOD** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 12:50 am

here, have this Fight Club quote: "It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything."

by **BigBallinStalin** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 1:25 am

Within yourself lies great potential:

How have your bowel movements been?

by **john9blue** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 2:03 am

make the meaning of your existence a quest to discover the meaning of your existence.

by **TA1LGUNN3R** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 2:53 am

I decided long ago that even though ultimately nothing will matter, I'd just indulge into my hedonism and just satisfy my every want. I work to those ends.

-TG

by **Haggis_McMutton** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 5:20 am

All of us can, at best, give you examples of shit that worked for us when we were feeling depressed. I don't know if any of us have ever been actually clinically depressed though ( I sure as hell haven't ).

Shit like realizing nihilism means your destiny is yours to make, or taking psychedelics to give you some perspective, or setting some ambitious near term goal and working your ass off to achieve it may or may not work.

If you feel you really have a problem that might seriously affect the rest of your life though, like dropping out of college, then you should f*ck our meaningless anecdotes and get some professional help.

by **BigBallinStalin** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 6:11 am

We're professional posters. Does that count?

by **jimboston** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 7:25 am

BigBallinStalin wrote:Within yourself lies great potential:

How have your bowel movements been?

This is one of the weirdest pictures I have ever seen.

It needs it's own thread.

by **daddy1gringo** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 7:36 am

Assuming this really is serious and not just a thing to see what people will say, I agree with Haggis (if that's not proof of miracles I don't know what is)

Haggis_McMutton wrote:All of us can, at best, give you examples of shit that worked for us when we were feeling depressed. I don't know if any of us have ever been actually clinically depressed though ( I sure as hell haven't ).

Shit like realizing nihilism means your destiny is yours to make, or taking psychedelics to give you some perspective, or setting some ambitious near term goal and working your ass off to achieve it may or may not work.

If you feel you really have a problem that might seriously affect the rest of your life though, like dropping out of college, then you should f*ck our meaningless anecdotes and get some professional help.

The only difference being that I think I have just passed through a mild clinical depression, maybe still emerging, as both of my parents just passed away a month apart this past winter (Nov.19 and Dec. 21) and no matter how non-tragic the circumstances, one doesn't just walk away from that like nothing happened.

As for me, I'm sure you know what my answer to meaninglessness in life is, but it would be pretty cheesy to be opportunistic here. If you do want to talk, please feel free to PM me. I really am a non-judgmental listener, though I obviously believe what I believe, just so there's no false advertising.

by **notyou2** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 8:07 am

If you really feel this way, seek help as Haggis said. If not, then keep trolling.

by **jonesthecurl** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 9:12 am

Even better, find somebody to help. Go serve at a soup kitchen, go difg gardens for old ladies, something that means you're not the only person your existence is important to. Make yourself valuable to other people, even if you don't give a shit for your own sake.

by **notyou2** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 8:18 pm

jonesthecurl wrote:Even better, find somebody to help. Go serve at a soup kitchen, go difg gardens for old ladies, something that means you're not the only person your existence is important to. Make yourself valuable to other people, even if you don't give a shit for your own sake.

Excellent suggestions Jones.

by **Lootifer** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 8:24 pm

I find exercise is a great cure for the blues...

I.E. Pretty much opposite to what Jonesy suggested lol...

by **jonesthecurl** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 9:47 pm

I was laughed at for suggesting hard work elsewhere, but it does work (my work isn't ever gonna be gymning tho). See my sig.

by **Army of GOD** on Mon Jul 02, 2012 10:49 pm

adopt a child and train him to be a world famous boxer

by **xeno** on Tue Jul 03, 2012 7:51 am

This thread makes me sad, but at the same time gives me hope to see so many concerned posters of CC. None of us know this guy personally and yet many of you stepped up to the plate to offer some help and for that I applaud you guys.

by **nietzsche** on Tue Jul 03, 2012 8:45 am

What I like to do those days that feel particularly down is get up the bed, get a long shower, and wear that shirt that I'm saving for special ocassions, along with a new pair off boxers that I also save for special ocassions.

If you pictured me like this:

you are racist.

BTW, both jonesy's and Lootifer advice are good, do little something for you, little something for others.

by **Lootifer** on Tue Jul 03, 2012 10:30 pm

Ur sposed to post pics like that in the "post a pic of urself" thread! Silly

by **Army of GOD** on Tue Jul 03, 2012 10:32 pm

Spongebob, I...

by **natty dread** on Tue Jul 03, 2012 11:23 pm

LSD

it will either f*ck you up mentally or cure you, pretty much 50/50

by **Lootifer** on Wed Jul 04, 2012 8:20 pm

natty dread wrote:LSD

it will either f*ck you up mentally or cure you, pretty much 50/50

I have always wanted to try LSD, but never, for one reason or another, got around to it :/

I find uppers (speed et al) and downers (booze, weed et al) both to be rather boring.

by **notyou2** on Wed Jul 04, 2012 8:25 pm

Lootifer wrote:
natty dread wrote:LSD

it will either f*ck you up mentally or cure you, pretty much 50/50

I have always wanted to try LSD, but never, for one reason or another, got around to it :/

I find uppers (speed et al) and downers (booze, weed et al) both to be rather boring.

They are crap and can't be compared. If you do find some, hopefully it will be the liquid format.

Edit: But just one drop for your first time.

by **natty dread** on Wed Jul 04, 2012 11:32 pm

notyou2 wrote:They are crap and can't be compared. If you do find some, hopefully it will be the liquid format.

It doesn't matter what form it's in. LSD is LSD. It's one molecule. n,n-diethyl-lysergamide.

All the difference between liquid / blotter is that liquid is harder to dose.

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